Still-Born-Dreams

You know, I try to be positive and always look on the bright side of things, but lately I feel like I am being stretched too thin. I don't know how much longer I can be the person everyone wants me to be. I feel myself breaking and sinking into a pit of misery and that is the last place I want to be. I have been seriously neglecting DA and with that my duties in PhotoHunt which I feel awful about. I want to apologize to everyone who plays and especially to `AshleyxBrooke (https://www.deviantart.com/ashleyxbrooke). I feel like I am letting people down and I hate that feeling....  

Not much going on in my world but I wanted to update this so its not another five years of zero updates. :) But I was browsing and found these black and white images that I felt the need to share

Because I have not updated my journal in a good 5 years and admx informed me of this today I figured I would give you something... There isn't much at all going on in my life since I am a boring stay at home mom.... I am slowly working on fractals again and taking portraits of my daughter... maybe some of them will be uploaded at some point or another.