Still-Born-Dreams

The night, it surrounds me The water, it seizes me My dreams, they defeat me Your laughter, it awakens me Your lies, they reassure me It pleases me not To stand here and cry out to the restless world My undying adoration for you For you do not love me in return And rightfully so I would rather you continue to be my laughter My joy and my pain Without ever knowing that I exist Than to lose you all together